re-born !

good morning!

 

it's been 18 years i'm living with them. lovely family, great friends and fellas. oh love you everybody.

thanks for making me better each day. i'm growing, i have my own story and it cant be telling just in this post.not enough paper, but stiil, there are always enough spaces for ya to come in. okay, i hope it's not the last, but the step to begin a new chapter in my life. Stop and do it ! Btw, i love agnes's quote- belive and make it happen ! yeay, isn't it great ?

hujan

huh, ey ey. it's raining outside. the climate is changing in a random circle and the weather too.this is the worst thing in December. everyone called December (the biggest source of the year which has a high intensity in raining) or whatever it called. 

have you imagine? if the brighter day is change quickly become a sad-day ever just because it rain. what's wrong with it ? this is not about right or wrong. but yeah it's simple thing that hard to explain. btw i love rain. rain rain rain ! because when it end, i'll see a beautifull rainbow in the sky and i see a better heart inside. yes, when the day full of rain drop, i fell a teardrop (a million teardrops, of course) falling inside my heart. so , the weather can improve and absolutely some how it works, make our selves being blue !

miss you

sometimes i don't know why i'm missing someone soooo much. i want them back into my life. giving me a strength or just cheer my life up.i need them to be right here physicly because just by seeing their eyes i feel better and i can face the world. it is just a super-awkward feeling cause it takes my time to think about it, especially think about him. 15 minutes by, then hours and oh i conscius that it's been a day !

and now, maybe i stil missing him. oh oh ohh, i need you for this moment, please. if you come back, please call me. at least call my heart, so i know the place to put you in my life directly.

And all along I believedI would find you
Time has brought Your heart to me
I have loved you for a Thousand years - athousand years-