hujan

huh, ey ey. it's raining outside. the climate is changing in a random circle and the weather too.this is the worst thing in December. everyone called December (the biggest source of the year which has a high intensity in raining) or whatever it called. 

have you imagine? if the brighter day is change quickly become a sad-day ever just because it rain. what's wrong with it ? this is not about right or wrong. but yeah it's simple thing that hard to explain. btw i love rain. rain rain rain ! because when it end, i'll see a beautifull rainbow in the sky and i see a better heart inside. yes, when the day full of rain drop, i fell a teardrop (a million teardrops, of course) falling inside my heart. so , the weather can improve and absolutely some how it works, make our selves being blue !

arrrah, that's a killer!

forgive me if I say that, but true. how his smile made me know him, know him more, know more and hate it, stay away, get rid of him. This is not fair, but I'm confused, the only thing that made me always remember him, is merely the existence of a smile on his face. laughter was not so perfect but a small smile on his face being able to cool off the anger.
smile was a case of oasis in the desert, it made me stronger, I do not know how god made me a better way, but when I see that smile, I also feel better. that was before, I remember how I find where the smile was when I was lost, but now when a gift arrived, the smile faded just disappear like the wind, away from me ..
maybe it is a crazy smile, because after all that happened, I knew that there was another girl waiting for his smile, that girl was my friend and I did not want her to know what I felt inside.