BFF

this is just another story for my beloved friend <3

Sometimes being judger isn’t easy and so i dont want to be the one of them. I just want to let you know a couple of words that hopefully could describe who you are. Remember this, i dont want to be judger, i just want to be your sister :)

As a sister, we have to keep each other so none of us will get hurt by anyone else. Okay, here we go. feel free to leave a comment yeah !

FYI, i have joy ride w/ @mr_yoga6661 and drank a cup of water just to refresh my mind.

As a girl, i am proud of you to stay calm and trying to enjoy your study hardly. Just to be honest, i don’t know your feeling but truely when you felt something wrong i had a bad’s feeling too. You’re great on your way and you should keep on that, because you will not lose your self even you get down. i know that selfish isn’t really bad at all, it just tell someone about who you are. but in fact, selfish is never had a happy ending story.  Selfish makes someone’s getting hurt and you will feel alone (because ON YOUR MIND you always think that people around you will never ever understand a girl like you). The only thing that im afraid of is you will live w/ a fake smile and living just because want to keep alive. Your live = you and your mind. You have to remember that as a human, we need each other. Please,tell apart between selfish and BE YOUR SELF. Be your self means that you still keeping track on your way,  fight for something you’ve believed and never let everyone change your mind. But SELFISH means you really dont care what people said or what people done as long as there are no point about you. You cant be like that ! i mean, sometimes we should understand what people want so we will get what we want from them. This is one thing that maybe you really need to know, tell apart between selfish and be your self. Both of them depend on  where you are and people who you meet.

you = a humble girl.

Have a simple dream to get married on 27 ? rite ?

Can understand me, i think we had same thought in some cases.

Honest in every way. Even you’ve tried to be a good liar (you know, it’s never work w/ me)

Super strong girl. I know, sometimes we have to  keep quiet  our problems because it doesn’t matter to let someone else know it. Seems like we had at finger tips on that problem.

Kind-hearted. Have a heart that actually cares.

Be not aware of people around you. Maybe, actually they have met a girl like you before so they have a ‘not good’ thought bout you. Do you have a think, that maybe this is YOU who never meet people(more than ONE person) like them. And it’s caused you’re too busy w/ your world, keep the world rolls on your side and WISH that there will at least someone that could understand you ?

Ok, i thinks thats all. I have yawned and it means that i need to sleep. You know, i will never write about your good and your bad like kind, beautifull, sexy, cute, beast, small, nice. Hah ! that’s only happened on childhood.

Dramas, lies, tears.. cheers to teenager , BAA!

Just Do It

ketika itu, aku tak tahu. kenapa hal baik itu harus segera dilakukan. kenapa ketika aku terjatuh pun, banyak tangan mengarah kepadaku dan bersorak, yuuk move on.

sekarang, aku pikir itu karena masalah waktu.karena kita tak tahu kapan kita akan kembali ke timangan Allah swt, Tuhan Semesta Alam, Sang Maha Pencipta yang memiliki harga dan waktu atas nyawaku.

not IMPOSSIBLE

seharusnya aku nulis begini karena pamitan dan mohon doa restu, 2 minggu waktu saya akan benar-benar berkutat dengan bbbb:%# (&% )#@$ ..buku ! akhirnya bisa ngomong juga maksudnya. setelah ribut-ribut nyari bahan buat Test Of English as Foreign Language belibet deh ya. maksudnya tuh TOEFL yang bibasa buat orang ngelamar kerja ( untung cuman ngelamar kerja bukan ngelamar anak gadis ) *ga bisa bayangin ntar yang ngelamar aku gimana*

oke balik lagi, karena sudah 59:56 menit saya berkutat dengan laptop dan isi-isinya mengenai soal-soal toefl, saya tergoda dengan koneksi yang ada . klik New Tab >> www.f#*&%^ook.com hahaha mendadak jadi tukang sensor. daaaan ternyata ga sia-sia, saya dapat pencerahan kalauuu :

SEBENTAR LAGI BULAN PUASA ~ lalalalala

*gambarnya menculik dengan baik dari : fesbuk*

there one, two, three and finally four things we should do on Ramadhan :) i think i have did it all the time, but some how IDK the point on number 2  is hard to do, also number 1 and maybe number 4 too. uhmm, do i write all the number ?  sooo it make a conclusion that IT'S HARD TO DO, but ! how hard it is, IT'S NOT IMPOSSIBLE TO DO, right ?

meskipun susah tidak berarti tidak mungkin dilakukan kan? yakin usaha sampai :D

GANBATE, dep !

dandelion

finally i found you ! dandelion on Tawang Mangu, at RiverHills :) how proud i am to pluck you by my self. i can't described my feeling when i touch you. 

DANDELION -spread everywhere but never forget where it originated-

Yashica MF-2

hollas blog !

berkat koneksi di rumah yang mulai lancar dan sehat wal afiat. aku bisa ber selancar ria menyampahi mu dengan sejuta kata imajinasi yang tak terkira ! HAHA, still, like a childish. sooo what's going on here ? i'll tell you some of my photo's taking by my self with my first analog cameras ! yashica mf-2

aduuh sudah ga sabar pengen tau komen2 kalian, if you like it, leave some comment please :)

 #1 taken with my dad when we're cycling to Sukoharjo

#2 IDK what is the point, but it's not bad at all.

there're spaces between car and motorcycle, hahi

#3 HOME SWEET HOME

#4 and still, same with #2. at Gramedia Slamet Riyadi waiting someone and do nothing like that ! just click everywhere around there.

#5 great! with my sista when we're riding a motorcycle fast -, -

#6 another strory at Solo Car Free Day, happy family day on the weekend !

#7 was it tell you something ? something about waiting someone you love

#8 waiting someone is sooo bored. still at Gramedia Slamet Riyadi

#9 MOM and herBABY, still herbaby even it's a girl ! 

just take your little time to come here ;)

#10 where is the sun ? -_______-

yang terakhir ini adalah akibat memotret matahari. pas, waktu diujung ubun - ubun  !

hope you'll enjoy it. komeeng komeeng ya ;)

if this thing, proves something for you

"I Can't Make You Love Me"
(originally by Bonnie Raitt)

Turn down the lights
Turn down the bed
Turn down these voices
Inside my head
Lay down with me
Tell me no lies
Just hold me closely
Don't patronize
Don't patronize me

Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel
Somethin' that it won’t
And here in the dark, in these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And I will feel the power but you won't
No you won't
'Cause I can't make you love me
When you don't
When you don't

I'll close my eyes
'Cause then I won't see
The love you don't feel
When you're home with me
Morning will come
And I’ll do what's right
Just give me till then
To give up this fight
And I will give up this fight

'Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel
Somethin' that it won’t
And here in the dark, in these final hours
I will lay down my heart
I will feel the power but you won't
No you won't
'Cause I can't make you love me
When you don't
When you don't

TUGAS KULIAH

Entschuldigung Freund ! wie geht’s ? Es geht mir gut ?

haha it’s just for fun. It was remind me with Deutsch’s class in Senior High School. Okay, From this post and then, i’ll share something in Physic. Yeah, some  summary about Optics. There are eyeglasses, lup, microscope, telescope etc and i will write it down with my style *sigh*. 

Imagine that it’s written in English. Does it sooo frekish? Haha don’t be anxious about that. I’ll write it in Indonesian because i  conscious that my English effort isn’t good at all :D

so, tight you belt and ready for this Journey . WELCOME PHYSICS on my blog! Have  a Good Time !

EQUILIBRIUM

Seems like i forgot you my lovely blog ? sorry sorry and sorry, i’ve got so many i mean many many and many tasks to do. At university, home or anywhere i was. Huh. But it’s life right ? there are so many things for us to learn. Learn for life not life for learn cause it’s not good. You will not get eternal life in this world just to learn something but as long as your life you can do anything to improve your skill and learn something new everyday. Such a pathetic world of mine -,- soooo painful for someone ? huh -, -

but all of this is great for me, from a looooong day until now i write this. I’ve got tears, love and big hug from someone. When tears coming up my life and make my face getting wet, i’ll get a huge hugged and it makes a sense that  all have paid off.

 A hug for a tear, something in equilibrium. 

MOM

Hello June, sounds like i called someone’s name ? haha maybe it’s true but i tell you. It’s name of month ! yey June, happy yey for June.  My mom was born in June and i will do something good in this month. Something special for her. I’ve got a plan but IDK how to do that. Absolutely hard to do. I will try to make some food. Okay, this would be first for me but i’ll make the effort because i can’t cook anything. But don’t ever think i’m afraid of stove, i’m fine with that thing but sound’s like my tounge is bad in taste. So it’s hard for me to serve something called a ‘FOOD’ for my great chief --->> MOM #LOL

Emm..

"but we should try somethingh right ? so we’ll know how we did it ? no matter how people judge but if it’s right then we should just do it, do not be afraid."